OMG

well i have come back from holiday and faced the last months damage i put on 9lb 0n !!!!!!

i have rejoined sw online ordered a tesco ( healthy shop ) and am going to give it my all i have to as a number of things have made me realise that this over eating can not continue . I am so embarrassed by how bad things have got that even writting them down is awful but i will to remind my self why this time has to be different

1 people shounting as i walk past " fatty "

2 pain in knee

3 pain in hips

4 looking older

5 mum commenting how big i am loudly in front of people


so this is it this is my line


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onwards and down wards !